Monday, August 4, 2014


My life is a mess and I don't know what to do. I literally want to complain and list everything that's wrong but I can't. Because though He slay me, I know how good he has been. My Bishop keeps preaching about our grace, gifts, and the success that is about to come on our lives. I trust God but sometimes I just pray he doesn't forget about me when all of this begins to happen for everyone. That's what it seems like now. Everyone is doing well and I am so happy for them. But then I think, "Man, why aren't these things happening for me?!"

But just because I don't know what to do doesn't mean I am not going to do anything. Just because I want to quit doesn't mean I am going to halt everything in my life. Though I am in darkness, I will not forget that light exists. One thing I know, God is able. It doesn't look like it. It doesn't feel like it. But you just have to know it. Struggle hits everyone's life in one form or another. All we can do is give our cares to Christ and let him work it out for us. I want to just quit life but God gave me timelines. I have too much work to do. That's how I keep my mind off others and my eyes on Christ. The Lord keeps calling me to silence which is difficult and I am doing better. But I don't want to complain; I want the joy of the Lord on my mouth at all times. I want my life to be a praise. I want young girls to know that with God as your saviour and ruler of your life that all things are possible. If God blessed me then, he will bless me again. So I am just going to work through the mess and I am going to move forward. Your environment may be a mess but in you the Lord is using the mess to build a new, good work in you. Jesus loves you. SMOOCHES XOXO

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    1. Thank you! The best way to heal is to be real ;) Thanks for stopping by the blog!!!


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